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That reads like you've learned something very important....
on a very deep level this weekend.
For that - i'm very happy and proud of your growth.
Yet it's also a very sad time, grateful you're not regretting too much
or mourning a life that never could have been.
which shows you are willing to move on.
For that I am sad with you, but happy underneath.
I hope that made sense.