Neo...I am continually amazed at you. I'm very impressed that you not only want to be sober, but you want that sobriety to grow...and grow and grow! It would be so easy to become complacent, and then blame a huge relapse on your young age.
I think your role on SR is huge as an aide to young people getting and staying sober.
You're young enough to be one of my kids. I only hope my own kids follow your lead to sobriety.
I hope you let us know how your appointment goes!