Thanks Kittyboo. I went golfing tonight and had dinner at the clubhouse and it helped, but then home by 9. Could of stayed out and went dancing somewhere, but my heart isnt' there at all. Plus, that's not the life I want. I want maturity, compassion and sound decision making.
Her on the other hand..............I'm sure out with a guy tonight as I noticed she isn't logged onto myspace. I know everyone! I'm not supposed to be even looking. Please atleast give me credit for not calling, texting, emailing or writing a letter. This checking up enables me to see the real her and proves she is a liar.
She had also stated to me during the email correspondence breakup that she was going to work on herself and being a better parent. Right! A better parent who is on myspace every evening. Sorry, it's just that I would die to have those kids and play hopscotch and teeball with them. I love them so much!
Enough venting and thanks to all again for the support. You mean alot to me.