i came up with mine the 'first' time i tried to quit. this is time number 3 and i'm over 220 days now. it was how i felt at the time. disgusted with myself.
someone told me i should change it since i'm sober now but it really reminds me of whence i came.
the avatar is the exact pose of me passed out on my sofa. my oldest son's friends used to call me 'the thinker' because i'd pass out from my vodka in that fashion.