Tpen - I just wanted to say that i know EXACTLY what you mean. I totally had my up days followed by the down days. But as was stated, you notice there are more up days than down days as time progresses.
I too felt/feel a lot of pain that my XA seems to feel absolutely nothing in losing me. I move 1000 miles away (thank goodness!) in 30 days, and the last words we said to each other were just horrible words. I also get no goodbye, no hug, no ounce of I will miss you in my life.
And he minimizes it all.....he minimizes what our friendship was, to him I hardly meant a thing, and he can't "understand why I feel the way I do since he never said we were in a real relationship", that seems to be the two feet he stands on.
So believe meeee....I get how you are feeling right now. And believe me, that the longer you are away, the better you will feel.
Also thanks to EVERYONE who posted their replies...they help me out too!
