Old 04-15-2010, 11:46 PM
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55438 - I think your central question is a very interesting one. I think if studies were done to measure this, it would be very enlightening indeed relative to the 'course' of the illness. And while I do agree that the most important thing is not drinking, I cannot help but analyze the whole situation. I mean, I went from a perfectly rational person, who could honestly take or leave alcohol, to a person who crossed the invisible line.

I guess all the self-analysis is me trying to just go back, retrace mysteps and find that damn line. I have this need to know what happened to me and why. Not that I ever will...but I want do, boy do I want to.
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