Thanks!
I guess there is definitely a funny side to this story! LOL. Thanks for the replies and making me look at this from another point of view. I guess its much better to be afraid of this while being in control sober than being afraid of what happened last night and who should I apologize to lacking control.
Note to the side...got a small craving after dinner, wanted to go to the gym to shake it off but I was full and its already late. I have a hidden bag of chocolates which I broke out...had a small dark chocolate and I was proud of having my chocolate! I still think excercise is better but this felt GOOOOD! Just thought I'd share my affair with hershey's today.