I'm so glad to know you are heading into recovery
Try to remember how productive and interesting your
sober future will be. You are doing the very best
thing for yourself.
At my 2nd AA meeting I knew 6 people...not one said
I did not belong there. They were there for the
exact same reason.....to find their way into joy.
I've never made a point of keeping my AA committment
a secret....but I never discuss who else is n AA.
I too avoided drinking situations early on. If you must
attend....go late leave early usually works best.
I am afraid this will repeat it self in subsequent meetings outside of AA.
Please try to relax....I never have and I've been sober
a long time.
All my best.....