When I start wondering why or HOW he does it I think: perhaps he is drunk now.
Perhaps he has never been as drunk as he is now?
Helps a great deal to discard anything I may have perceived as hurtful to me.
Also to imagine he is a zombie possesed by an evil entity. So its like a puppet acting in favor of the addiction, its NOT someone "normal".
Why? because addiction and keeping it alive is first. How?
by ANY means.
This document helps me achieve closure.
Dependency - Relationship