Hi Maryrita...Welcome to SR,..Reachin out to people that have done this...theres a lot of real sound people here..who have overcome all this and gone on to live happy fullfilling lives...you will get a lot of help an support here...livin in a pokey apartment with not so nice neighbours..i know about..and its not nice when you wish to live your life quietly, minding your own buisness...and others have some intrusive habits of seeing your life as a free soap opera...been there done that...irelands a big place with hardly any people..can you not relocate to a more rural setting..were you have good neighbours...best of luck..