Mental Block
I dont sleep much. I have such a strong will with everything but alcohol! What in the crap is going on with me. I work well, I am in good physical condition, I love life but why do I have to drink....I know its my situation but it baffles me how I have come to this. I have completely stopped drugs (C and H) many many years ago and I dont even want them. I sound full of pity, but just wanted to say that. Its my decision and I know that- but that decision is one of the most weird things I have ever dealt with.
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