Originally Posted by
Luthin 
It does suck slipping up. But ya can't beat yourself up over it. Maybe you need to try to keep yourself out of environments that make you wanna get completely f****d up? But I know the feeling. Good luck!
You are so right dude...but how do you get rid of everyone who loves you, and they don't think you have problem, without hurting everyone’s feelings??...I’ve done that......I know I love myself when I am straight...but my loved ones want and expect me to feel the alcoholic burn they do....done it for a long time...sometimes I think I like their world better than mine....but we all know me straight is cooler than a drunk me...so ******* weird...