well..this day was a particularly dificult one for me, but not near the calamity i thought it might be
I'm learning it is ok to be who i am and where i am on my journey. Yeah..I cried some today, but I also felt some real joy right in there with it....
Finding out can access the strength to do the next indicated thing regardless of the concequences to my feelings....
You know there was a time where a drink would have seemed a solution....as someone said today... that 8 minites of ahhhhs that comes after the first 4 slugs from the rum bottle....
But walking through this without a drink clouding my perceptions has been a reward in and of itself..despite the pain I'm feeling.
Sorry but the details don't matter..what matters is that we are all learning how to be sober and live!