dude i am just so tired o feel like i am freakin' out. i am sure that i am doing what is right but it feels so horribly wrong. i went on the NA site and found some meetings neer here but i am not so sure that i should be going. i don't know anyone there and i would feel wierd. i don't know the differences in the open, or discussion, step meetings and there is a beginners but it is not in my town. its only a couple streets over but is in a different town and is that ok and does everybody stare at you and what if they look at me all funny and stuff cuz i haven't slept and look all bustid. i am scared. what to do man? Erika