i lost every fight......kinda like holding my hand up to stop a steam train.
i cant think it away either.....in my experience that has the opposite effect.
there isnt many things i didnt try to stop drinking or to control my drinking.
my then sponsor pointed me towards a solution laid out simply in the BB.
That was his experience and thats all he could give me.
it talked of "recovered".........i was 100% sceptical.
thinking if my willpower cant do it.....nothing will..
i was wrong......later i find i was wrong about alot of things.
i havent felt the need for a drink for a while.......life has new meaning and direction..i am free at last.
contingent on a few simple measures.
how is your step work going?........do you have a sponsor to guide you?