Hi Cathy. My condolences on the loss of your Dad.
I'm glad you're sober. Learning to live through something like that....is huge. I hope when you're feeling better, that you can share how you did (and are doing) just that. I don't mean to be intrusive, I really don't. And, in some way, it may help you....as well as us.
Glad for your thread, Cathy.