Thinking of you and sending you love and light~ You deserve so much better. I actually got on here to start omy own thread and saw yours and this is my AH. I have learned to take care of myslef and to make sure I am ok. Even though I still live with Ah - I get more consideration and attention from my greyhound who I adore. He of course like yours it seems says I am the mean one. Know that many people love you and you are wonderful .