I think the thing is we don't get to dictate how other people feel Wilson - several people were very sick and tired of me when I quit...they were annoyed and frustrated and I think that was reasonable given my behaviour over many many years....I needed both time and action to show them I'd changed.
I agree that endless negativity is not good tho, however understandable - thats why I spent a lot of time here in the early days
Being emotional and sensitive and irritable is all part of the process Wilson - but it doesn't last forever - keep moving through it and stay focused on why you're doing this.
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