Honestly I'm finding it really hard, quiting for two or three days at a time. Sometimes it feels it would be easier to just drink right through. I feel strange in some ways I feel good like I'm waking up from a fog or groggy dream but then an strange anxiousness is there. I talked about my relationship with my wife the hard part is I feel no surrport because like I said she doesn't trust me and I don't trust myself too. I feel I have to win her trust back. Little thinks are bothering me and I am becoming sensitive. I'm trying my best but of course I will make mistakes and I need praise, encouragement and not critizism now.