Originally Posted by
intention Hi Mimi,
The fact that you feel uncomfortable could suggest that you (your addiction) is trying to leave a door open somewhere for you to binge and purge.
Yes you're right I guess, I feel differently about my ED than I do about my alcoholism, its noone else's business and its a coping mechanism that kicks in when I have the urge to drink. I see bingeing/purging as the lesser of those two evils and its so hard to stop both simultaneously.
Don't get me wrong, my ED has improved no end over the last 6 months but its still there and I can still restrict and justify that its ok as long as I don't drink.
I'm scared that throwing myself completely into ED recovery will send me straight to the off licence. Gah, its like walking along a tight rope!