Hi.....
I'm guessing you are a young person....group living...writing
an essay.....no mention of employment or lovers.
And....
apparently .....you were wanting to drink before you joined us.
You have been struggleing with drinking for at least a year.
I could be mistaken ...but jjoining a site named Sober Recovery
means you are trying to decide
how to stay quit.
I use God and AA....some members are also happily
sucessfully sober without a specific program
and there are various structured programs...not AA.
Please do let us assist you in
finding a better sober future.
Many of us are doing exactly that.....
You don't have to keep struggeling in secret
You are not alone....we do understand