Thanks everyone for your kind words of advice. I promise I will keep everyone up to date on my progress.
I suppose the start of my recovery does not follow the usual rules, I have not hit my rock bottom, in fact quite the opposite having just been best man at my brothers wedding on friday and actually behaving myself and drinking responsibly compared to others!
However throughout my drinking career the lows have been very low...... Two cases of drunk and disorderly, many a time getting into my car the morning after, drinking on the weekend mornings to get rid of my hangover despite looking after my daughter at the same time!
It's gonna be hard I know it is, drinking has become an established part of my life and it feels as though I'm saying goodbye to my best friend but I know I have to do this