What is pleasurable? The taste and I suppose when I'm drinking i feel cool and handsome, ha-ha although I probably really look a mess.
I just wish I could cut down and like you said, have one and enjoy the sunset.
I suppose I have always battled with it. Like you said having your job keeps you in check. I work and have a home a beautiful wife and because I am not under a bridge I feel ok I am controling it.