Thanks to every one its hard not to feel anxiety I havnt talked to dr but his nurse told me to he wants me to go ahead with ultra sound I totally AM DONE WITH THE ALCOHOL I ASSURE YOU ALL . I have to much to live for .YET I AM SCARED . I really am gald I found this place.I new in my mind I needed to quit for a couple of years. I always figured Ill stop later. I turned 33 on March 18th . I did not drink every day .I am aware because I wasnt depend on it daily I did weekly thought I deserved to drink hard when i could now how foolish I feel. I feel real stupid I knew better than this . At first how I missed it today easter all my family warm weather use to make me crave it . To day I thought what for why would you do this you have every thing to lose stupid .The nurse wasnt overly concerned I dont no about the doctor havnt talked to him.