(((Dubs)))
I was all over the place emotionally during early recovery. My moods swung around. I think it's part of the body chemicals getting adjusted. Alcohol really seemed to mess with my moods.
Are you still drinking? I will tell you, it took me some months to stabilize after I quit. I was in therapy and it helped. Having friends in recovery helped too. I had to learn to breathe again.
We are here for me, my friend.
Much love,
Lenina