I had a great urge to have a drink today..
I am not going to lie.. I am on day three and I found myself doing my usual weekend routine. As I ran an errand near the liquor store I found myself wanting to pick up a bottle of wine. I was trying to make a deal with myself... THERE ARE NO DEALS...
I distracted myself and I did not pick it up. I came home and started to read this book about someones journey on how they got sober. I tried to tell myself how the nights events would lead if I drank today. I told myself that tomorrow I will be so disappointed in myself and I will be so depressed and feel 100 times worse. I hope I don’t get the bug again tonight. I just pray I have the strength to stay strong…I still haven't picked up a drink... but I am feeling a moment of of weakness..
Last edited by Sobertimeforme; 04-03-2010 at 03:39 PM.
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