Welcome Water of life!
As Impurrrefect says: only you know, and you know! If you can handle it and really cut back, only having a drink now and again, you will be the envy of all the posters on these boards!
For years I was the envy of all my family for how I "handled" my alcohol. Little did everyone know that little ole me "1 glass of wine is fine", could chug down a liter or two when on her own! I believed them and fooled myself for a long time, it's called denial.
Well, here I am waking up to my 6th day of sobriety and can't remember since when I have felt so good!
We are all here for you and wishing you the best of luck!