Hi Clipper and Welcome to SR.
If I understand correctly you are still drinking, but less. I tried something like that, thought keeping off the booze during the week would help me cut down. I discovered that meant that I would just drink my weekly amount in 2 1/2 days...
I think you know you need to quit. Read all the posts that are available here, they will comfort you and perhaps give you some ideas on how to get on your road to recovery.
Wishing you all the strength you are going to need.:ghug3