I understand how you're feeling cause I'm going thru some rough times too and haven't yet found the serenity from being sober. I don't really have any advice except to stay sober and keep working on your recovery, especially good that you're seeing a therapist. Please don't let the feelings take you back to drinking as it will only make you feel worse. Take it one day at a time, for now, and I hope you'll start feeling better about yourself soon.
:ghug3