So its now day 5, and I actually managed near on 6hrs sleep last night!!! I would only sleep for a maximum of 7/8 when drinking so I am almost, almost sleeping normally (still wake a few times and lots of sweats)
It is a very important day for me today, not only for a milestone of 5 days (has been many years since i abstained for this long) but today I meet my wife to try and sort out the mess I have created. I know the relationship is not salvageable but I hope to be able to get access to my children, and soon! I know its early days but I really think I can beat this! You guys, along with my best friend have been my rock and thank you all so much!