First day.
Hi there, today is my first day of not drinking after a very long time where it's become a daily habit. I'm just coming off a four day horrendous series of "just one more" that lasted all day and night. Basically, I'm hoping that I can catch myself before I permanently destroy everything. I hope I've made it. I'm posting here as a form of reinforcement of my commitment. It's not next week this time, it is right now.
Thanks for everyone's messages, it's really good to know I'm not the only one.
I am super paranoid about sleeping.... Scary.