Hi Guys,
So I went to the pub tonight and have returned home sober, before closing time and right now am pretty damn pleased with myself
I wont deny that it was hard, no hard's not the word it was immensely hard! I got offered drinks but for the first time in my life I said NO! When asked why I told people, some got it, some didn't but I did it! Dont think it is something that I want to repeat any time soon though and I can understand why a lot of you advised against it.
There were a few moments where I really wanted a drink but I just hogged a pool table and for the first time ever, played well! Im looking into AA tomorrow, but a friend of mine has also given me the name of very good rehab counsellor. She is a youth worker and has had many positive results with the man. Im so glad I found this place, without all your advice I would have given into temptation long ago!!!