Hey neo, groundhog day boring an mundane self destructive an emotionally tormented, this has been my life with Alcohol..8 months wow wish i could have been half as smart at your age..i hate holiday times christmas easter the whole lot ,sundays..anytime when the workdays stop..i began to have a lot of creepin temptations..an to much time to wallow, an rationalize as to why it will be ok to drink...as everyone else is chillin an havin fun..has always been the times ive fallen, and back onto a bender..in fact anytime im left with too much time on my hands to think of me an only me...hope you have a great weekend...stay strong..am lookin to follow your good example.