Whooooo Hooooo and a giddy up and go out for a movie night on your 90 day celebration. I'm so thrilled to hear you got three months under the sand pile. I know your home town won't even know you when you get back. I know my family is just thrilled I got off the opiates.
It's been a wild ride we were on, but it's nice to come down to earth again. Things are so much more peaceful on the non-searching side of life for the next drink or fix.
Hang in there on all the other stuff you are dealing with. Time will get you thru it. Cuddle up with your four legged friend and read one of your good books you have going.
Take a calm breath and relax for goodness sakes.