you don't know me NOR my motives, actually.....FORTUNATE for me, last year when I DID go to rehab....my employer held my job for me...THIS time he will not.....and I am NOT making excuses to continue drinking, regardless of what YOU did (or anyone else, for that matter)....I am different and I CANNOT lose my job......I have worked in the same line of work for over 22 years.....I job hopped a LOT in my heavy "using" days......I have been where I am at for 3 years....anyway.....
I AM going to quit......and not EVERYONE is the same......(that includes motives, as well as method....)
Peace