New Here but not to the program
Howdy all,
I am a recovering addict who is still new in my recovery. I had about 47 days then a slip now I am up to 8. I go to at least 1 meeting every day and I have a sponsor(who I haven't called enough). I have a desire to stop using but my obsession to use has not been removed in the slightest. I can't take it one day at a time, I mostly have to think in terms of "I won't use in the next ten minutes". This is incredibly hard.
I have already come to believe in a power greater than myself I just question the reality of my sanity being restored!
Thanks for listening