Well, 3 days down
My choice drink was beer. Before 3 days ago it was at least 12 a day.
Then when husband got on me about 2 wks ago, I switched to vodka.
My husband had an ongoing affair that I found out about right before Christmas of 2009. He cheated because I had become powerless over the alcohol and would rather drink than do things with him and his kids. My sex drive was also in the crapper. He had lost his job in February last year and I lost mine in July. He has a new job and is living about 2 1/2 hours away with his parents.
I lied right to his face when he confronted me about the vodka. Right to his face. If I could take that back right now I would.
I told him I didn't want to see him this past weekend because I felt he wasn't supporting me so I told him I couldn't be around him. I had a terrible day today (had a bad craving that I fought-Yea me!!). But he not sure he wants to stay married to me because I have lied to him about drinking. Just want to talk to people who know what I am going thru.