Had my worst WD last night. Awake untl 6:00am just drenched in sweat. So here I am at day 2 again. I see a pattern of me falling back that day. Uh....
So I am going to exercise, run to the store and get some vitamins, and drink plenty of water today. Hope it helps.
That and I am going to call the doctor tomorrow.This is getting absurd. If you read back through some of posts I talk about how I am a closet drunk. Talk about how good I think I am at hiding it. Talk about my ego...things of that nature. I had a moment last night where I thought to myself, " It's not never again..it's always going to be this" unless I don't get true help. Can't do this on my own. I would rather still be alive than protect my "not so secret" secret.
Probably have to go to a detox center for a few days. It terrifies me, but at least they have some medication that can help with the symptoms.