I am actually looking forward to going to a meeting in a couple of days. Can you believe that? My cynical ass is actually looking forward to it. You guys have really helped take the stigma that I had of AA out of my mind.
Wonderful. I think you have found a good place to vent. Everybody needs to. Keep reading and posting. It has really helped me and continues to do so. This site has so much information on it ... look around. And welcome to SR.
Don't drink today.