Hey Charlotte! Good for you on staying strong! A wise person once told me...people who are not alcoholic don't ever wonder if they are or not...
Good luck to you!
After re reading, your list of things you've been diagnosed with sounds just like mine. Turns out, I am just an alcoholic! It's not the alcohol that's the problem. People like me don't know how to live sober. Just stopping drinking won't solve the problem. Get into a recovery program...AA, SMART, Celebrate Recovery...SOMTHING....that teaches you how to live soberly.