thanks again you guys... I think I may in fact call the doc to make sure I understood him, but I was pretty sure I did? Of course I have been wrong a LOT in the past, lol.. He is a regular doc too, but I have felt good with him, i thought he knew what he was doing? I REALLY dont want to jeoaprize my sobriety maybe I shouldnt skip and then talk to him Monday? I feel really skeptical now, I do have the pills to take, and now Im a little freaked. Is 14 to 8 a dangerous jump? Maybe I should find another sub doc. I dont want to go back. no, i CANT go back. I sincerely appreciate all the feedback, and I may just make that call, but it was my understanding that he was available for sub related calls, visits, etc. Mon, Tues, Wed... Well, crap..