Thanks ananda. Today was a decent day. I'm off for 3 days this weekend and am going down to visit with my son. He's 9. We're going to try to build and lauch a model rocket...without blowing ourselves up!! Good thing I'm not still getting high!!! Life always seems better when I get to be with him, but it gets harder and harder to leave each time.
Currently he's about a 2 hr drive away, which is much better than the 20 hrs it was this time last year. Eventually I plan to move back down the coast to live in the same town. I still harbor hopes of getting back together with his mom, hard to say, we both love each other, but a lot of stuff has happened. We've been apart for over 7 years now and neither of us has even been on a "real" date, let alone any kind of relationship. Anyway, it bums me out to think about that whole situation, so I'm not going to do that now. I think I'll go rock out to some Guitar Hero. Now there is some mindless entertainment!!! Take care.