Kjell, OK, then, I guess just do what you have to do to stay healthy. I am going to have dinner with a friend who will probably have drinks in front of me. I am a little apprehensive about how it might make me feel. Not because I would feel tempted to join in, but about the emotions, not wanting to see it. Not really sure. I know that sh eis someone I used to hang around with and have literally just one drink (or none) and then come home and have my own. So I guess it is kind of new territory as the new/improved me. She may not even have any, who knows. Either way, I am just taking a step, with the knowledge that my sobriety is important to me (I'm at 4 months now too - never been there in my life). I am not a god anymore than anyone else is, but I am going to have a nice get-together sans drinking today and be happy with it.
