St Patty's Day marked the end of a week-long binge for me. Like you, igottobesober, I've been coming here for a couple years now with very limited success, and many failures. And here I am, almost 4:30am on the east coast, posting on SR while dealing with some pretty strong anxiety that is making it difficult for me to lay down in a quiet dark room and be alone with my thoughts.
But Today I am NOT going to drink, one day at a time.