I hated the helpless feeling I felt because I could not do anything about his drug use. Well I made him leave...but that is all I could do.
It was so hard watching him choose drugs over everything...me, his kids, his family, his job...everything! But he was blind to it.
Drugs/addiction takes away everything if you let it and I almost did.
The worst part I think for me was the LIES. Amazing, awful and hurtful LIES!
Glad I'm out of that life now!