Another update.
Still haven't been to another meeting.
Have been good since November. Out of nowhere I had 2 beers last night. Not even sure why I did it. It was encouraging that I was able to stop after two though. Disappointed that I drank last night but encouraged that I was able to keep it at a small about and didn't have the urge to keep drinking. I definitely won't use it as an excuse to convince myself that I am fine and can occasionally drink though.
Back to day one.