Originally Posted by
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To me, "abuse" means you want it, maybe too much, but dependency means you "need" it whether you "want" it or not.
i get what you're saying...
i usually only want to drink when im around it. like i was at this event a couple weeks ago & everyone was getting trashed so the whole time i was there i had to incessantly talk myself out of drinking. or when im really stressed out.
now im thinking im more on the abuser side