honey, i'm so sorry about that! i had several months sober, met a guy, got my heart broken, and picked up the drinking again. let me ammend that; i started drinking again WHILE i was with him because i couldn't find what it took to tell him that i shouldn't drink. but i REALLY started back when things started going south. it loosened my tongue, just like you
. but in the end, i was the only one who was hurting, and boy was i hurting myself with my drinking. i don't know what encouragement i can give you, but i really know what you're saying. can you just kick the guy to the curb (no calls, no texts, no emails or facebook or myspace... no matter how tempting!!) and focus on sobriety? we're here for you.
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