Originally Posted by
NellieM 
Could be a long night up here...
Yep I agree, I'm in some sort of panic attack or something
But I can relate to not having support. It is hard especially when someone is a chronic relapser. Sure I've had more recovery than not but it just seems like each time I relapse I loose more of the support that I did have and than when you have nothing or no one at home with you but my dog Chance, I talk to the walls literally.
I wouldn't be able to do what you are doing and have alcohol in the house. Dang you must have some will-power or some Power that is helping you. Glad you're here.