I'm new and scared of failure
Hi -so after watching Oprah today - while nursing a hangover, I am finally admitting that I have a serious problem. I did a couple on-line tests and it's true - I'm a high functioning alcoholic. I knew I had a problem for a while, yet I continue to drink. I feel so much guilt. I'm so scared of failing. I find myself, even as I type this, thinking...oh, I can still have a glass of wine or a beer here and there and be able to control it... just stop after one or two. But, I'm afraid I won't be able to. I'm afraid of the guilt I feel, over and over, after a night of drinking.
Anyway... day one complete. Wish me luck. I need support!
C